Parent and Child, Child and Parent....

Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know I've been gone a long time. If you missed me I'm sorry, really sorry; I missed writing to my blog and what few fans I have. If you didn't miss me, it doesn't matter, I'd just as soon eat you as write a blog post for you.

I've been off in a long a fruitless search for my parents. More on that a little later though there is nothing much to tell. And my scribe, who I am rather fond of, otherwise he would have been a snack a while ago, well he's been off pursuing a non-career in community theater. I say non-career because he and I both know all he's doing right now is gaining experience. He's got a lot to learn yet about acting and such so I really don't want to squash his enthusiasm. So I put up with his absence, just as he must put up with me, both present and absent.

And yes, if you haven't picked up on it yet, I'm a bit bitter. Not just typical dragon bitter, a couple levels above that. See, I've been off on this search for my parents and I've come to a raging dead end. A dead end before I even began. I can not find the cave where they lived when I was born and I can not find thier trail from there. I've spent so much time in the area, that people are starting to believe I exist and that makes things difficult. So I will need to take a few months off the seach and rethink things.

And this all makes me bitter. Bitter because I can't find my parents. Bitter because I can't just ask around and look at archives like you people can. And bitter because I don't even know what I'm looking for or why it's so stinking important to me. Honestly, it's not like my parents raised me or anything.

But, I have had time to think, and I can answer those questions now. I know what I am looking for and I know why it's important. I just need to know that I was something more than a nusance, a thing that casued trouble for them. I need to know that I mattered to the two dragons that brought me into the world. And if that's not the case, I guess I need to know that so I can deal with it. And I will deal with it, but first I must find them, or some sign of them that can answer my questions. It is simply what I must do.